i think you didn't really understand the whole story, yes there's rape but I'm still here because of dojin's character development, hyesung wasn't forced to be inlove with dojin, i think he's denying it because he was traumatized like half of his entire life due to his family.
btw this is my opinion and what i observered cause i always reread it (^^)
this is exactky what i think!!! everyone is saying dojin is the best top but in my opinion theyre just blinded by him as a dad and his patience. he may seems nice but he literally "forced" hyesung to have the baby. i mean hyesung was 21(?) of course he was immature and unready. at first i hated hyesung for being bratty but i mean he didn't even like dojin in the beginning yet he was forced to stay with him. dojin is a good dad but hes certainly not a good husband/guy
am i the only one that finds this story incredibly toxic? hyesung was basically in a condition where he could not give consent and got pregnant. when hyesung wants to leave, dojin doesn’t care and forces him to stay, basically raping him after. when hyesung wants to give up baby, dojin doesn’t allow him to do that even though he got him pregnant during sex that was not technically consensual. and then the only way they were able to end up together was because they would die if they were apart. it doesn’t sound like hyesung is choosing to love dojin, sounds more like he has no choice but to accept dojin as his partner... ( ̄へ ̄)