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he blames himself and drinks it away, which is kinda sad...
Yeah I agree! So far we've mostly seen the blond haired guy openly suffer, while the black haired guy seems to try to numb himself. I hope he'll come to actually deal with his feelings instead of just trying to ignore them.
Many people have commented that the rape is portrayed realistically which I agree on when it comes to the blond dude (which is great!!!), but I do feel like it hasn't really been portrayed at all how the black haired dude deals with it (yet). I hope they will do it in the future. I know everyone deals with it differently and he might be in denial or shock, but I wish it would be shown how he thinks so we can understand. Especially if they are to have a relationship and he will continue to be on bottom.