I’m really into this story because it’s hard to find the sub genre of horror or thriller in bl. Or the horror aspect is just a side plot. This is mightily intriguing and I can’t wait until we find out what is going on with those hands and people vanishing with only their blood remaining. I wonder if the seme made a pact with something supernatural. I want to know how this works. Do those other people die as part of a sacrifice, with the seme having to provide victims as part of a deal? How are they chosen? Why did it happen to this one random stranger? Because the uke was near? If the seme has power over who will die, that means he chose this person on purpose for the uke to see. Why? To scare him into absolute fear? To make him remember? To break him down so he can manipulate him further for his own goals? The uke is so overwhelmed by the seme he’s ignoring the manipulation that’s going on here. It started slowly with the guy treating the uke coldly but mixing it up with surprising displays of caring. Of course I think the guy was pissed that the uke forgot him and thus treated him coldly but couldn’t help himself and treated him nicely from time to time in the beginning. But for the receiver of such mixed messages, it must be jarring and confusing. The seme also gaslights him a little about his concerns that something is wrong in that house. Uke starts to remember things but the seme never opens up emotionally or gives him more info. Uke becomes more and more obsessed with, I would argue, not really the Seme but more his forgotten past and how it’s connected to that person and starts getting rid of his friends to seemingly appease his childhood friend. The one guy deserves it but not the others. When they fall into bed with each other the seme starts a weird “cut off” mission. He doesn’t want him to attend class, he distracts him with sex and dates. He purposely puts him into an uncomfortable position by making him watch a horror movie in complete darkness. I suppose he wants to force the uke to remember more with this stunt but also make him more dependent on him. As soon as the uke wants to go back to school and actually does, the seme tires him out with sex. I think he wants him to drop out. It’s just all around unhealthy and I want to know what the end goal is for the seme. One could think that the sex is the natural conclusion to romantic feelings but honestly I don’t get that vibe from either of them. I get an obsessive vibe from the uke in regards to wanting a connection to his past which the seme provides. The seme uses sex as a tool for distraction and dependency and what he ultimately wants, I’m not sure. It looks like obsession but also a desire to destroy his partner. He certainly doesn’t want the best for him.
I’m really into this story because it’s hard to find the sub genre of horror or thriller in bl. Or the horror aspect is just a side plot. This is mightily intriguing and I can’t wait until we find out what is going on with those hands and people vanishing with only their blood remaining. I wonder if the seme made a pact with something supernatural. I want to know how this works. Do those other people die as part of a sacrifice, with the seme having to provide victims as part of a deal? How are they chosen? Why did it happen to this one random stranger? Because the uke was near? If the seme has power over who will die, that means he chose this person on purpose for the uke to see. Why? To scare him into absolute fear? To make him remember? To break him down so he can manipulate him further for his own goals? The uke is so overwhelmed by the seme he’s ignoring the manipulation that’s going on here. It started slowly with the guy treating the uke coldly but mixing it up with surprising displays of caring. Of course I think the guy was pissed that the uke forgot him and thus treated him coldly but couldn’t help himself and treated him nicely from time to time in the beginning. But for the receiver of such mixed messages, it must be jarring and confusing. The seme also gaslights him a little about his concerns that something is wrong in that house. Uke starts to remember things but the seme never opens up emotionally or gives him more info. Uke becomes more and more obsessed with, I would argue, not really the Seme but more his forgotten past and how it’s connected to that person and starts getting rid of his friends to seemingly appease his childhood friend. The one guy deserves it but not the others. When they fall into bed with each other the seme starts a weird “cut off” mission. He doesn’t want him to attend class, he distracts him with sex and dates. He purposely puts him into an uncomfortable position by making him watch a horror movie in complete darkness. I suppose he wants to force the uke to remember more with this stunt but also make him more dependent on him. As soon as the uke wants to go back to school and actually does, the seme tires him out with sex. I think he wants him to drop out. It’s just all around unhealthy and I want to know what the end goal is for the seme. One could think that the sex is the natural conclusion to romantic feelings but honestly I don’t get that vibe from either of them. I get an obsessive vibe from the uke in regards to wanting a connection to his past which the seme provides. The seme uses sex as a tool for distraction and dependency and what he ultimately wants, I’m not sure. It looks like obsession but also a desire to destroy his partner. He certainly doesn’t want the best for him.