Me too. I actually like this story a lot. The girl is unlike any other. She is self-focused, flawed, and realistic. But after the 1st-3rd chapters of her "immediate recovery," "goals" and "aspirations" after her bf's suicide, makes me feel alienated from her and like her at the same time.
I know she is traumatized by his death, even though she doesn't seem to care to confirm of his death or care to learn the reason behind his death. But seeing her focus on herself so immediately, within a few seconds of learning of his death, just baffles me.
I won't be reading this anytime soon, though. I'm a hypocrite. I always say I love realistic mangas but this is too real for me.
I must be not mature enough for this story. I am so confused i have no idea how am I supposed to feel about the characters. I do sympathize with and feel the pain our mc is going through....the need to put up such a facade, thats how she’s coping with his death but other characters??? That Nam Eunsoo?? So annoyingly eccentric i feel really uncomfortable with her