I'm getting really tired of rape being considered normal and a form of love in yaoi mangas...

Genwaku no Kodou has a uke that was somewhat traumatised after being raped ... it is a long story though ...

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/after_morning_love/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koukyuu_no_arika/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nichijousahan_bi_beautiful_life/ The uke is raped and the seme helps him, but it's not like they realize that rape is sth really really bad (I dunno how to explain this...)

If you're really tired with rapey yoai why not read sth consensual? ^^ I have a list if you want to try it
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/55951/

Dog Style has this...it comes up a bit later

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/michiru_heya/ has this too

Thanks!!!!

Oh thanks!!
And it's not like I'm looking for non consensual manga, but it just happens! Like in Tokigokoro, where the seme "pays with his body" for the help of the uke that didn't seem to want it in the first place , although the story becomes cute, this first sex between them makes me feel strange.
Nichijousahan bi is one that makes me a little mad, when the guy says that the uke shouldn't report because it wouldn't change anything.
Hahahaha maybe I'm just being too annoying...
Thanks for your recomendations!!! I'll read your list!!!

Thank you!!

welcome

No problem ^^
I don't think it's you being annoying, bc I feel the seme. Even though I like many stories that have rape as an equivalent of love, I always feel at least a bit uncomfortable with that and I'm not able to fully adore the seme (like e.g. Katekyo!).

Yeah I absolutely laughed my ass off reading Kawaii Akuma and then felt super guilty about it...

Oh, that's one of the stories I didn't like. I mean I couldn't even relax and treat it as a comedy, because all the time I was thinking how forceful the seme was. I'd say I was rather on the verge of tears, pitying the uke who had no friends etc. ;_;

yeah I felt twisted and awful but couldn't really help it...although some of the chapters left me sad for the uke. It was just kinda the initial shock of how evil he was with such a cutesy appearance.