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Um no, they both are. Seungho is conflicted about what to feel because he doesn't know what is love. If he only desired Nakyum's body why would he go out his to feed him, take care of him etc. Wouldn't he just be satisfied with other people instead ? They flipped and is now hurting baby Nakyum because he's convinced Nakyum wanted to leave him, something Seungho fears the most:)
Dude,, that shit made me cry.. the sad look in both of their eyes.. both of them are in pain