Chapter 6 in Gochisousama is like that.
I recall a version of this by Takakura Row, called Paradise (I think), but it was very violent and horrifying. The uke was quite broken down at the end of it.
I'm not really sure, but this kinda fits your description:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sokonashi_freefall_romance/an/sokonashi-freefall-romance-chapter-6.html
really disturbing though
hahaha yeah its that one, thanks though :D
im looking for this specific yaoi manga where the uke is held captive by the seme who kidnapped him somehow. I remember that they did the deed outside once before the seme let the uke go. thats all i remember. please help!!!! thanks in advanced :D