Same here! I am really loving the story tho Shii's aproach might not be a good idea irl (good thing its fiction lol).
That’s the problem to me though...when I was underaged I always felt like it would be better if people were pushy and just sort of forced me to try things I was scared of or uncomfortable with partially because I was so worried about not having experience and getting older. I liked somebody who would publicly grope and always made sexual jokes with me...the things they did made me feel kind of uncomfortable but I also kind of liked the attention because I liked them and liked them liking me and showing that they liked me. They really did like me but they were a horn dog. But as we both got older and never ended up getting together I though I messed up and that’s why I was a virgin in my twenties...but as time went on I started to open up more sexually with myself first and realize how much healthier sex and relationships were once I was actually comfortable with myself and knew what I wanted. That person also ended up apologizing to me saying that now that they were older and understood both me and life better that they were sorry because the was they treated me wasn’t right and could have easily scarred me without meaning to. I realized I was glad I waited because now I was doing things because I chose to do them...not because I was insecure and let somebody else do what they wanted to me so that I could learn “the hard way”. One way is like figuring out how to put together furniture without instructions..you figure it out along the way but mess up and lot and lose or damage some pieces before getting it out together or maybe you’re never able to properly but the pieces together...and the other way is like taking your time reading the instructions and then putting it together and figuring it out as you go along...if that makes sense. One way is just less likely to have you get hurt and you have actual autonomy throughout the process. I think we need to talk about that with teenagers more and help them figure out how to figure themselves out and take control of their own lives.
I think im the only that actually loved this chapter. Idk i guess i just love the way the things play out? The idea that theres someone who can help him “forcibly”
Not feel the guilt he always feel when he gets off. This whole story is perfect to me, the plot, the pacing, the storyline, the art, the script, literally everything.