didn't find them but I found the translator's tumblr where they said this
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Spoiler Daiki never apologizes, insisting that it’s not his fault. As well as being overall super creepy with saying Shouta should only laugh for him, cry for him, take responsibility, etc. It’s gross. Shouta is scared of him(?) but decides out of the blue that he likes him anyways, despite flinching when Daiki forcefully holds him and trying to say stop as he forces a kiss. Kinda like those bl where the dude gets raped and then sees it as the beginning of a romance. Again, it’s all kinda just gross. End spoiler
Does anybody where I can find the raws in japanese?? I speak a bit so I'm hoping I'll understand them ╥﹏╥