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same! literally same!
Exactly I thought that too, I was kinda shocked in the last chapter that Seungho didn't even consider the reasons 'why' Nakyum would want to run away (he has plenty reason to). I completely agree with you, he needs to realise all the ways he's hurt Nakyum, otherwise he'll never grow
So conflicted. My heart ripped in multiple ways reading this, my heart shattered seeing Nakyum hurt again, he doesn't deserve any of this. I'm so bitterly disappointed in Seungho, I think the author is trying to show us just how ruined Seungho is (from something). No one can excuse what he did (rape is unforgiveable), but the chapter serves some purpose in revealing to us just how broken and insecure Seungho is. The feelings he has for Nakyum overwhelm and confuse him, so his feelings manifest into obsession and possession. He also feels slighted, vulnerable and insecure that Nakyum doesn't return his feelings (you can literally see the pain and confusion in his face), so like a psycho he inflicts the pain he's feeling back on Nakyum (there's also a class issue playing out here). Obviously Nakyum shouldn't have to suffer just because Seungho doesn't know how to love (Nakyum isn't a fucking toy). Seungho doesn't deserve Nakyum. Yet for some reason I'm still hoping to see Seungho grow and learn from his mistakes, so I'm not giving up on the development just yet.