*takes deep breath*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
Thank you god and author and translator in heaven above this is all I’ve ever wanted, this chapter killed me and I wanted nothing more, bless you and your kin (▰˘◡˘▰)
*crawls into a grave to die so my soul can continue freaking out*