Don't worry I feel EXACTLY THE SAME. I was literally feeling like this. I want to say to Mafuyu that Yuki and Uenoyama are two different people. He should stop thinking that they're the same. Look dating people because they remind you of someone is wrong and Shizu was right if he didn't have the tenancy to be with the band or Uenoyama he should stop it. Shizu was spitting facts. I think we can really see that he's seconded you can also say rebound it's not that far from the truth. I pity Uenoyama so much tbh..I hope he gets what he deserves someday...
i don’t think it will be sane for Uenoyama to be jealous over his ex boyfriend, It would be pretty rude of him, Mafuyu didn’t like Yuki anymore, but he can’t forget about him cause he feel responsible for his death and that it’s still his ex-boyfriend, they’re breakup wasn’t natural so it’s totally normal that he still think about him but right now Uenoyama is the only one he love and Yuki is just his ex boyfriend, but i think it would be very wrong if Uenoyama start to be jealous of Yuki
I actually agree. I can't stop thinking about uenoyama because of mafuyu and yuki. Like ok I understand mafuyu because I can somehow relate to him but I think the difference is that I don't go in a relationship because I know i'm not fully healed and moved on. It's just that mafuyu is always on yuki and I kept on thinking about the feelings of uenoyama T^T idk if I explained it well, i mean i didn't but your words is what I exactly thought too...
it's not like i hate yuki but.. i khow yuki is such an important character in this story and everything! and this story is always showing how perfect Yuki and Mafuyu are together... but now mafuyu is with ue, and yuki is dead.
Maybe it sounds like I'm jealous of how irreplaceable Yuki is in Mafuyu's heart, and his perfection in the eyes of his friends and how much he loved by them...
But I hope that someday, there will only be ritsuka in Mafuyu's eyes and heart...
Please don't get me wrong don't mad at me, this is my true feelings of reading given
I just hate something like being seconded.. It just hurt.. even though it's not me who feelings it
I also hope I can see the part where Uenoyama feels very jealous about how Mafuyu's ex-boyfriend is still very much loved by Mafuyu... I want Mafuyu to know that Uenoyama feels seconded by him ... or something like that ...Xixixi this is just my imagination:'D