I just realized it is not the author's intention to tell us how perfect yuki and mafuyu we...

I just realized it is not the author's intention to tell us how perfect yuki and mafuyu were for each other. But it is shizu and hiiragi who see mafuyuki as perfect, because they also wanted to have that kind of relationship with each other.
We learned from hiiragi's point of view that yuki and mafuyu completed each other and, shizu while talking to mafuyu in 柊mix_4 also says that yuki and mafuyu gave the impression that they were made for each other. And hence, to obtain what he desires he can't be bothered to care about 'appearances'. Poor shizu.
Because mafuyuki gave the impression that they were made for each other shizu and hiiragi think of themselves as inferior compared to mafuyu and yuki. But the truth is mafuyu and yuki were just like any ordinary couple they loved each other, and also fought like every other couple, said hurtful words to vent their anger on each other.
I know there are many who love Yuki, I also loved him when I watched the anime and also cried so much when they showed flashbacks of him and mafuyu when they were kids . On the other hand there are those who do not like yuki.As the story progressed, i'm not sure what to think of him because we know very little about him. I think in hiiragi and shizusumi's story we will get to know more about him.
Uenoyama is best boyfriend anyone can have because he is patient and kind.I think Mafuyama will take the longest to develop since there are many issues they have to overcome for example, mafuyu is afraid of getting left behind again, but does nothing to prevent it from happening, like making the same mistake. Instead of telling his friends and boyfriend about how he feels, he is avoiding them. It is understandable since he lost his best friend. Also, mafuyu is not good at expressing himself. So it'll take time for him. I hope he'll overcome his fears.
There are many things that I would love to get to know about. Like hiiragi wanted to be forgiven because he knew everything but didn't say anything even when his friends started dating. But when he saw yuki and mafuyu kissing, he was shocked ofc but why did yuki glare at him like signaling him to "forget what he saw" or something like that. Also, shizusumi who has been watching hiiragi for years thinks that hiiragi loved yuki. We know that hiiragi loves shizu from 柊_mix3, but how could shizu not notice hiiragi staring at him or blushing whenever shizu ruffled his hair. Shizu doesn't strike me as dumb. It feels like he understands hiiragi more that anyone else, even hiiragi himself. So why would he think that hiiragi was in love with yuki ? Did yuki ever notice that? Could it be hiiragi fell in love with shizu after yuki died? If that's the case, it's not shizu's fault if he thinks hiiragi sees him as a replacement. But, I hope that's not the case.
To me it looks like hiiragi admired yuki and wanted to be like him and shizu also admitted while talking to mafuyu that he's not sure what kind of love was that.
More importantly, why does it look like shizu was friends with yuki only because of hiiragi.He also mentioned that it is irritating how everyone loves yuki. More than anything he is jealous because hiiragi is also the part of "everyone" who love yuki. I also want to know more about hiiragi, shizu and Yuki's past.

And I can't be more happier for Akihiko who looks like he is really happy with haruki.
And I hope ugetsu is doing well too.
The first two volumes were Uenoyama x mafuyu
third and fourth volumes were Akihiko x haruki
And next two volume are going to be shizusumi x hiiragi
I wonder who we'll get next. Im hoping for Ueki x itaya (uenoyama's friends) or ugetsu and his boyfriend if he has one.
I love how this manga focuses on various problems in a relationship which rarely get adressed in a romance genre and we get to see how the characters overcome them.
Just hope everything goes well for shizuragi because if not I'm gonna take shizu for myself. Shizu is my ideal type of guy . ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶