Help me trying to remember a yaoi

mari December 16, 2020 8:12 am

Ok so I can't find this really messed up yaoi about a guy getting kidnapped by another guy who I think was blonde? but I can't be too sure. Anyways, so he gets taken to the guy's apartment and that place is like made for isolation, like I remember it being kinda dirty and the windows were covered in newspapers so you couldn't look out.

Then, he gets raped repeatedly. I can't really remember much else except the part were it turns out the guy who kidnapped the uke was kidnapped instead of the uke when he was a kid by some pedophile and the same things had happened to him. So he had basically been living in the same apartment were he was kidnapped and then raped by some pedophile for years. The pedophile was eventually arrested or killed, can't remember which and so the seme had been living alone in that apartment for a while until he saw the uke by chance off the street and remembered him from when he was kidnapped as a child.

The whole story ends with the uke and seme deciding to accept each other I guess? and they grow old together. We get a scene were to two of them sit and fish together while reminiscing about their complicated past. Idk, it was a kinda messed up, stockholm syndrome kinda story so... I just really can't find it and it's making me so frustrated!! (/TДT)/

Responses
    mari December 16, 2020 11:48 am
    I tried finding it using all tags that i think it should be there but whyyyy i can't find itt urghhh i just read it 1 month ago(?) my memory is crapp Shitfaceuuu

    yeah same, I tried looking at the kidnapped/kidnapping tag and the stockholm syndrome tag but like it's impossible to find!! ╥﹏╥

    Eizen December 17, 2020 12:21 am
    I tried finding it using all tags that i think it should be there but whyyyy i can't find itt urghhh i just read it 1 month ago(?) my memory is crapp Shitfaceuuu

    Dude right?? I spent a good amount of time sifting through 3 different tags and got zilch.... QQ

    Eizen December 17, 2020 12:25 am
    I tried finding it using all tags that i think it should be there but whyyyy i can't find itt urghhh i just read it 1 month ago(?) my memory is crapp Shitfaceuuu

    Does your history on mangago go back far enough to find the title xD?

    WangXian December 17, 2020 2:38 am

    By the way, are you sure this isn't a real life story? (-.-)

    izzy December 17, 2020 6:47 am

    Warehouse is really similar

    Idkwts December 17, 2020 6:50 am
    Warehouse is really similar izzy

    But they dont mention about their past or go fishing, or grow old together

    신디 December 17, 2020 6:50 am

    aight ima help finding cuz I also want to read that :p

    smolmush December 17, 2020 6:58 am

    Hi! Have you guys tried searching here?
    http://www.mangago.zone/tag/pedophile/
    I skimmed through all the pages but I don't know if it's here
    Just in case, try this tag too:
    http://www.mangago.zone/tag/pedo/

    LeeHan December 17, 2020 7:01 am

    this is so interesting- i'll try and find it too :D

    Fudanshidesu December 17, 2020 7:06 am

    this doesn't really fit all your descriptions but its somewhat similar hehe

    http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nii_chan_harada/

    nyo91 December 17, 2020 7:22 am
    Idkwts December 17, 2020 7:29 am
    This reply will be showed after approved! Potatogirl

    Ladies and gents I think they found it.... **applause **

    bah-hah ❤ December 17, 2020 7:51 am

    you. are. an. angel.

    Fudanshidesu December 17, 2020 8:30 am

    finally!!

    mari December 17, 2020 8:44 am

    OMG! You found it! You have no idea how happy I am right now, THANK YOU SO MUCH!! (≧∀≦)

    Eizen December 18, 2020 3:52 am

    !!!!! Yussss ohhh man that was an adventure and a half

    Shitfaceuuu December 18, 2020 9:39 am

    AHHH I ALREADY CLICK THAT MANGA SO MANY TIMES WHEN I TRIED TO FIND THISS. 〒_〒. I FORGOT THAT IT 'S NOT A MAIN STORY. THIS IS IN MY COLLECTION THO. HAHAH BTW YOU'RE AN ANGEL . NOW I'M SURE I'M NOT READING THAT IN DREAM HAHAH

    BiBiDiBaBiDiBo December 18, 2020 1:49 pm

    CAN SOME ONE CALL UP THE MANGAGO OFFICIALS AND HELP US FIND THIS BOOK THAT IS MAKING EVERYONE LOSE THEIR SLEEP. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    Eizen December 18, 2020 3:10 pm
    CAN SOME ONE CALL UP THE MANGAGO OFFICIALS AND HELP US FIND THIS BOOK THAT IS MAKING EVERYONE LOSE THEIR SLEEP. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ BiBiDiBaBiDiBo

    They found it. Soine Lovers

    Eizen December 18, 2020 3:11 pm
    AHHH I ALREADY CLICK THAT MANGA SO MANY TIMES WHEN I TRIED TO FIND THISS. 〒_〒. I FORGOT THAT IT 'S NOT A MAIN STORY. THIS IS IN MY COLLECTION THO. HAHAH BTW YOU'RE AN ANGEL . NOW I'M SURE I'M NOT READING T... Shitfaceuuu

    Same lol, I skimmed the first few pages and dismissed it