Help me trying to remember a yaoi

mari December 16, 2020 8:12 am

Ok so I can't find this really messed up yaoi about a guy getting kidnapped by another guy who I think was blonde? but I can't be too sure. Anyways, so he gets taken to the guy's apartment and that place is like made for isolation, like I remember it being kinda dirty and the windows were covered in newspapers so you couldn't look out.

Then, he gets raped repeatedly. I can't really remember much else except the part were it turns out the guy who kidnapped the uke was kidnapped instead of the uke when he was a kid by some pedophile and the same things had happened to him. So he had basically been living in the same apartment were he was kidnapped and then raped by some pedophile for years. The pedophile was eventually arrested or killed, can't remember which and so the seme had been living alone in that apartment for a while until he saw the uke by chance off the street and remembered him from when he was kidnapped as a child.

The whole story ends with the uke and seme deciding to accept each other I guess? and they grow old together. We get a scene were to two of them sit and fish together while reminiscing about their complicated past. Idk, it was a kinda messed up, stockholm syndrome kinda story so... I just really can't find it and it's making me so frustrated!! (/TДT)/

Responses
    Jesus, I'm sorry okay? December 16, 2020 8:22 am

    Killing Stalking

    Idkwts December 16, 2020 8:26 am
    Killing Stalking Jesus, I'm sorry okay?

    Definitely not KS. They both died.......

    Mariaaa December 16, 2020 8:26 am
    Killing Stalking Jesus, I'm sorry okay?

    Sorry but in Killing Stalking they definitely didn't grow old together and there's a lot of things she/he said that has nothing to do with killing Stalking

    mari December 16, 2020 8:27 am
    Killing Stalking Jesus, I'm sorry okay?

    Yeah, no it's not killing stalking

    Jesus, I'm sorry okay? December 16, 2020 8:32 am
    Definitely not KS. They both died....... Idkwts

    yeah true sorry I'm trying to remember if I read that but you know when they said kidnapped blonde hair raped living together it kinda maked me remember killing stalking

    Shitfaceuuu December 16, 2020 8:58 am

    I remember readingg this too but i forget the title 〒_〒

    Michelle December 16, 2020 9:04 am

    Okay so it sounds like Warehouse but the guy has dark hair. Everything else fits tho..

    bah-hah ❤ December 16, 2020 9:09 am

    somebody please find this lmao it sounds so interesting i wanna read it

    Eizen December 16, 2020 9:10 am

    Shit...I remember it but can't recall the title.. Warehouse is kinda similar tho

    WangXian December 16, 2020 9:19 am
    Fudanshidesu December 16, 2020 9:27 am

    this is really familiar

    mari December 16, 2020 9:28 am
    Is this it?http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/warehouse/ WangXian

    No, it's not warehouse cause i've read that one and it's different

    Eizen December 16, 2020 9:33 am
    No, it's not warehouse cause i've read that one and it's different mari

    Yeah I know :3 just noting they were similar

    Eizen December 16, 2020 9:34 am
    Yeah I know :3 just noting they were similar Eizen

    Oh crap, thought it was a reply to me. Oopsies

    mari December 16, 2020 9:38 am

    Oh yeah, I think the seme had kinda long hair and looked kinda unkept

    WangXian December 16, 2020 10:02 am

    I think I'm remembering something but for the love of dragons I can't see it clearly...

    mikeock13 December 16, 2020 10:50 am

    I'm just gonna sit here until you guys solve this mystery

    Mariaaa December 16, 2020 11:13 am
    I'm just gonna sit here until you guys solve this mystery mikeock13

    Nice

    Shitfaceuuu December 16, 2020 11:32 am

    I tried finding it using all tags that i think it should be there but whyyyy i can't find itt urghhh i just read it 1 month ago(?) my memory is crapp

    Alice in the nether December 16, 2020 11:35 am

    I feel like i have read this story BUT I ALSO DON'T REMEMBER THE Names.