Fucked up in a good way

seagull December 12, 2020 6:34 am

I like how the seme was just being an asshole cause he could but the uke ended up scaring him with how fucking obsessed he is lol, in a pretty realistic way. It’s gritty and romanticized but I like the story of two lonely people comforting and manipulating each other. Although manipulation was way more on seme’s side.

The scene where the woman got killed after she slept with the boy really hit me because the seme realized his true fear was being abandoned. Even tho that woman didn’t chose to, abandon him. I guess he saw parallels because he also kept hurting the uke and was afraid that one day he could just leave because he hurt him too bad.

As a sad teen the scene where the uke became kinda friends with the girl and he said that thing about “girls clinging to what they want in a way that you desire them” or something. I guess it struck me because I am a clingy person and I get obsessed, not to this level, but I spend so much energy on one person that I end up thinking I like them romantically too and it’s worked out pretty bad twice now. It’s just a thing lonely teenagers do, anyway long story short I relate to the emotions.

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