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My parents really fucked up my life expectations, geez... (⊙…⊙ )
aww it's okay babe ...it was like that for me too slowly as u grow older everything slowly starts falling into it's place.
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Turns out, when I say I don't wanna be in a relationship, nor get married, I mean to not be in a relationship like my queerphobic abusive parents... I REALISED AS I READ THIS THAT, FUCK, DO I WANT TO HAVE SOMEONE TO MARRY ME IN A HEALTHY WAY... Worst part? I specifically looked for bl or gl married couples' stories, bc, you know, they tend to have all that anxiety I feel when I think about having a relationship, considering I'm not specifically STRAIGHT... LIKE SHIT, I WAS IN DENIAL, I WANT A LOVING HUSBAND OR WIFE OR NB or whatever LIFE PARTNER ... ┗( T﹏T )┛
To top it off... While writing this I reconsidered my position on kids... I WANT ONE... /(T-T)
I'M A DUM DUM IN DENIAL... ╥﹏╥