eh its a trope in yaoi. idk why they dont let the dude discover that theyre bi or gay instead of just oh shit this one dude is all of sudden attractive to him but theyre still labeled as "straight" and that they only like the other dude because theyre so special or something.
I always love this author's work but some of their obsession with turning "straight men" gay or bi is kinda weird...? ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭