You're doing well in apologizing, Chowon.

prttyou December 3, 2020 9:11 am

As Chowon apologizes for his mistakes, I hope the people who wronged him apologize too/again. They also contributed to how Chowon became in the past, although it was Chowon's fault too, but it isn't entirely his. And it should be "Chowon needs forgiveness, as people need Chowon's forgiveness too."

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    Xie Lo December 3, 2020 10:22 am

    So true they wanted apologies from him and yet they can't even say sorry.

    I don't think Kyungsoo is the one for Chowon. He can't even look at the bigger picture how deep is the battle that Chowon is going through just to win the battle he's already loosing at that time.

    People with mental instability often needs understand and guidance from the people they trust the most and I was very disappointed with Kyungsoo's response.

    I often hear from people who knows someone who suffers from mental instability that often times Doctors asks for their great understanding with their relatives or even boyfriends/girlfriends or husband/wife who suffers the same thing. It's not an easy thing I know and most of them often times almost give up to their love ones because it is so effing hard! Yet they won't give up they keep on saying they love the person that's why they don't want to give up!

    prttyou December 3, 2020 2:33 pm
    So true they wanted apologies from him and yet they can't even say sorry. I don't think Kyungsoo is the one for Chowon. He can't even look at the bigger picture how deep is the battle that Chowon is going throu... Xie Lo

    I completely agree with you! It upsets me that only few people understand individuals who has mental instability.

    Chowon needs someone who can love him entirely while reprimanding him for his mistakes, and not someone who'll leave him after knowing the mistakes he did in the past. And, this chapter shows that-that 'someone' isn't Kyungsoo. After knowing what Chowon did before, he left him to reflect on himself. He left him to fight by himself. He knew Chowon overdosed himself because of him, but Kyungsoo chose not to see him. Chowon was unstable and yet Kyungsoo chose to leave him by himself.

    I feel bad for Chowon. Just one person, even if it's one...it would've been reassuring for Chowon that he has someone by his side who supports him in the process of changing himself for the better.