Chowon's character development

I ain't gonna ignore Chowon's development here. My thoughts are as follows.

1. He woke up calmly (reason is because he just survived an accident). Despite his secretary (?) invading his phone's privacy, he calmly talked to him. He did not question his secretary's (?) decision because he already forsee what is suppose to happen. That's a step for development in my opinion.

2. He actually grabbed the opportunity to apologize to the people he once treated badly. He thought of a way to be able to talk to Heesoo and apologize to him in his state.

3. He's mentally unstable yet he talked to Heesoo in such a refined manner. Although in the end, he trembled. But the fact that he tried to make Heesoo listen to him, BRAVO.

4. Chowon did all these WITHOUT ANY HELP FROM KYUNGSOO. I may be exaggerating but it's the undeniable truth. His secretary (?) might have helped him ensure a meeting with Heesoo but that's it. Kyungsoo is not involved in the process of Chowon contacting the people that hates him.

5. He was afraid in the process of doing so. Imagine, you are raised to be a perfect person only to bury down your pride so you will mature and face your partner confidently.

To those readers who still dislike Chowon, I hope you'll notice these tiny development of his. But still, seriously, Chowon need therapy, PRONTO. I'm beginning to worry for Chowon in the next chapter because clearly he's mentally unstable right now. He's beginning to crumble again because he mustered the courage to these in a hurry. Please Chowon, please rest your mind and heart, PLEASE.