My fourth time too but still cry everytime. Sometimes I would think about it when I'm doing something else and it ruins my mood for the whole day Levi's toenail
Sometimes,I would vent to my friends and they would say why i'm not over it yet cus I've been talking abt it for the last three monthsone of the most painful mahua I've read
It's the second time i'm reading it but i still cry at the end. It's so painful :"""/