can someone recommend really sad bl

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/

https://aminoapps.com/c/yaoi-anime-and-manga/page/blog/depressing-heartbreaking-recommendations/JgRD_VWsduVQ5kldLRvw2rdv7lGEjqEJjm

Hope this helps
I personally don't seek those stories out but felt like looking for some when I saw your comment, so here's a link to a few ^^

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/paradise_view/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/timeless_melody/

hate mate...