Did you even finish it-
Yeah I did and your point is...?
I'm glad for him though, he got to a place where he's happy. I give him major props for not being a pushover by not forgiving the trash guy. I guess now I don't hate uke but I still don't really like him all that much. I know both uke and seme could have been more assertive in their feelings. But uke never allowed seme to explain his answer. He blocked out everything seme was trying to say without listening. Even when seme told him how he felt, their feelings mutual, he still was like no I'm still going to date this trashy older guy as a rebound from you. But rebounds are when they don't like you back. Their feelings were mutual. The uke literally says he knows he's making a dumb decision by continuing the relationship with the older guy but he still makes it. And suprise the older guy was scum. Reading further made me dislike the seme somewhat like wtf who practices kissing with someone else. Also I had mixed feelings when the seme told the sister about uke's suicide attempt. I felt like that's something not in his place to share without the uke being there, but I also know that uke will never share that with is sister on his own since he never shares his difficult situations with anyone.
hope u empathize him at least
Yeah definitely do empathize with him. He grew up in a tough environment so I felt bad. But i still don't think the uke's trauma totally dismisses his behavior. He blamed seme for problems that wasn't his fault. Uke also wasn't aware of how his actions hurt others. He actcted rashly while factoring in only his feelings. I felt he blamed innocent people for problems that weren't their fault and made self-destructive decisions to add fuel to the fire. If he should blame anyone for anything he should've done it to his father and step mom. I think my biggest problem
with him is that he could've thought out his decisions better. A lot of the time he was trying to avoid getting hurt, which i understand, but the decision when he decided to date the older guy he literally says he knows he is probably making a mistake but he still goes through with it.
True this.
But I hate this uke. I know he's had a rough past but he never allows the seme to explain himself. He just cuts him off and goes off on little hissy fit whenever he gets upset. How does he see a shady 24 year old as being more interested in a 19 year old vs a 19 y/o with another 19 y/o? Why would a person POST college age take a child seriously. But then again I guess since he's a kid I guess he has a child mentality （￣へ￣）. And that whole thing right after you got drunk and slept with the 24 y/o. I can't be with you because I slept with him? Uhh yeah you can. You weren't dating prior to doing it so you could do whatever the hell you wanted. But honestly I'm more upset that my feels are doing an emotional roller coaster so kudos to you manhwa author. I only read up to 37 I hope I start liking him more