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And when i say it's wavering i don't mean in a "they're going to break up" kind of way, i just mean that it's not as happy as everyone would expect in an ending, it's still a good relationship and they help each other learn and grow, sure they fight but that's completely normal, maybe their love isn't as strong as people would have liked in an endjng but their love is there and that's fine, hence i said it's like living off the very little thread they have. I guess i was so influenced with my own past relationship when i wrote this and didn't really see it that objectively ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Dropped this manhwa at around ch.30 but then i saw that it was completed and decided to come back around to it and god fuck am i so distraught right now. To clarify i was never "team anyone" while reading through this i just thought "wow they're all shitty people they should go to therapy" lol BUT, but Idk if it's just me and my experience dating much older people but i feel like Subin and Jun's relationship is wavering, it's like they're trying so hard to hang on to the very little thread they have and live off of it, hence the "... i decided to love you until i can't" part that absolutely strucked a part in me because oh wow fuck that's relatable. And tbh i feel like nobody in this manhwa, even to the very end, are "happy", because to us it's ending but to them they're still living their life, and it's nowhere near a "happy ending" and damn fuck that's harsh no? It's so realistic, it's so realistic that i hate it, i hate it in a loving way because it's true; that being gay could mean never getting married and possibly dying alone, the part where you need to have space in your heart to love someone, and when realization hits but everything is already too late for you, god it fucking hurts.
┗( T﹏T )┛ ┗( T﹏T )┛ ┗( T﹏T )┛i want to go hug my girlfriend now bc this manhwa is giving me weird deep thoughts, it's a good manhwa but it's really heavy, it has it's comedic moments to ease off the weird lingering distraught you feel in your heart but it still hurts, the dialogues hurt. Five out five ┗( T﹏T )┛