bruuuh wtff
i had the saaame storyyyy as youuu
and I'm 20yrs old now too
and no one knows and i never seeked help
which explain why I'm suffering from depression and anxiety X)
tho the only difference is that my uncle used to have sex with me in my parents house so i would be sucking his dick in a room and my parents chitchating in the other room
Whatt? He has no shame! Are you okay tho? I hope you're not living with your uncle right now. Does your parents know it?
aww u r so cute
no actually haha idont live with him anymore cuz he got married and have a kid now
i keep thinking whT if something happens for the poor kid cuz he is innocent
but yeah i guess I'm fine now
still mentally tired tho i wish i could get better to have a lufe like studying better and start working and have a social life and all
and my parents don't know and i don't think I'll ever tell them they are so strict and all and i kinda kniw they won't believe me if i tell them they might even hit me or kill me or smthn so I'm keeping it to myself
anyway i wish we all get better this world is really tiring
He has a kid? I hope his child won't ever know what he did to you and I hope he won't do it to his own kid. Live your life to the fullest and forget about him. Or find a person who will make you forget about your past and will accept you for who you are.
About your parents, it's actually okay if you want to keep it but if you feel really bad about it I think it would be best if you talked it out to the person whom you trust. But since you said that you're already 20, I know that you are strong
I was actually shocked but at the same time I feel remorseful. When I was 6 y/old my parents are working abroad and my grandmother and uncle had to babysit us. As a child that time, I don't know what s*x is and I don't know that my uncle was already doing it with me. As I grew up, I slowly knew that what he did to me is unacceptable. I kept on forgetting things and tbh I was being attracted to s*x. I never seeked help and never told to my parents about it because I was so scared.
When I am reading this book, I keep on seeing myself on some Yui's situation. Now that I am already on my 20s I just let my experience slide but if my parents talk about my uncle, I suddenly become anxious because there's this thought in my mind that maybe they already knew it but kept silent about it. To someone out there who had the same experience as Yui, please seek help. I also don't guarantee that keeping it hidden will make you live your life peaceful.