I am never happy... I'm just sad or numb. I have no motivation to do anything. I don't enj...

Hey i don't really know what to say to make you feel better, but thank you for posting that, thank you for making me relate to you. Because of that post, I know I'm not the only one who feels that way. So yes thank you for making me feel kind of normal, even if it shouldn't be for that reason

have you tried finding some hobbies? do things that you enjoy (except for lurking on mangago. believe me, it's not productive in the long term). if you constantly feel you are alone, or sad, maybe it would be a good idea to consult a specialist for some antidepressants. and keep in touch with your family and friends. you are never alone!

Listen my friend, i cannot be totally sure, but based in what you told us here this sadness and numbness are very common sintoms of depression, wich is a serious desease.
I don't know about your circunstances, but it is not normal to feel like this all the time...
I advice you to look for professional help, go to a psychiatrist or a psychologist so you can have a proper treatment, and please stay close to people that loves and care about you.
Stay calm, things can get better and life is worth to be lived!

I used to have hobbies but I don't enjoy anything anymore.

I don't think this is normal though lol. It shouldn't be anyways.

I can relate to you so much. There have been plenty of times in my life where I've been so unhappy I feel like my life has no purpose and it gets to point where I ask myself 'why do I even care anymore?' I get where you're coming from so hey you're more than welcome to message me if you wanna talk to just vent.

I highly doubt going they're gonna help. I don't really want meds either.

Thanks but I don't think I have anything to vent about lol. I just don't care about anything anymore.

I relate so much its not like i dont give a single fuk about anything anymore :/

I was and I am still in a situation kinda similar to yours, I don't have any purpose in life or valid reason to live too. I just live. To cope with it I just try to not care about the futur anymore and try to think less and do random things (not productive things at all but it keeps me active so I don't overthink)
Life seems pointless sometimes but maybe life will be worth it someday and I suggest you keep going to see what's next. Maybe you will feel sad for a long time but you might find something eventually. I m cheering for u from France alright ? I don't know you but lets keep on living together okay ?

I can't enjoy the things I used to like either, and that is a total shit! Antidepressants are not that much of a help for me... All I can tell you right now is that my only motive to live, is to encounter a motive! So, just keep searching! Who knows if you find anything good! I'm not suited to say much for you tho, cause I'm as broken as you...

So many people have feelings they never let out or just talk about. I hope talking about it here makes you feel more at ease.

Hey! You can try playing some video games to lighten up the mood, or take on a hobby. For example, I like to spend time drawing and improving my art skill when anime and manga becomes a bore. I'm kinda facing the same problem at the moment, but there is always a purpose in life. I plan on becoming a manga author much later in the future, and that goal helps me stay motivated. So try and finda goal in your life to kinda help you motivate, if possible. Find something to research on, poke around and see what catches your interest besides fictional characters, or make up stories in your head. If there isn't a reason to care, make one. There's always a reason to care. Your not alone in this situation, so just hang in there. Sorry if this didn't help much, I hope you find something to do!