Hhh

I remember the first sex scene. Gosh I loved the part right before they did it bc there was so much silent conversation. Like, they barely said anything, but you could hear how they were feeling and what they were thinking. It was like a moment of hesitation abt taking things further and like Oje rly was the picture of wanting smth but not knowing if you should take it even tho Seoho was making his intentions clear. Then Oje ultimately chose to give in hhhhh Like you can feel his hesitation. Not the hesitation of “Do I want to do this?” but the hesitation of “Am I allowed to have this?” And AAAAAAA Now it’s becoming more prominent! Oje’s hesitation rooted in fear and possibly guilt. Then there’s Seoho who’s totally enraptured by Oje’s beauty PLEASE. The way he was so gentle with Oje. The way he wanted more of Oje... not just in a sexual sense. But in a sense that he wanted, well, Oje. The part where he talks about how he wouldn’t look at him. Idk why but that part just strikes me bc he wanted Oje to look at him as he looked at him. He wanted them to look at each other while they were in the troughs of passion and intimacy. Like hhhhhhh