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When you're in so much trauma, turning down the other party serves as your defense mechanism. People like Chowon usually prefers to hurt others than themselves. Any emotion similar to pain are generally taken as DANGEROUS to them. In the last few scenes HE REALIZED IT WAS WRONG. He tried calling Kyungsoo and taken the medicines to the point of overdose, for me it's like he's saying silently IM SORRY, I WILL TRY TO BE BETTER BUT PLEASE HELP ME.
YES EXACTLY!! said it better than I ever could lol
I never hated chowon because it always seemed to me that he’s been struggling with mental health issues..now that being said he can still, and should be held accountable for his actions,,but it does help explain why he would choose to say and do the things he does. And personally I don’t think he meant any of what he said early on in the chapter it looks like he’s in denial