Still his mental breakdown and pill overdose was to much. I cried for Chowon.
Yeah dammit i started crying for reals in that panel
Oyah, the narrow minded and fat fingered people be downvoting now
I want to see where are those people hating Chonwon and doesn't even give a damn about his mental health. I hope they are happy now to see someone so wreck resorting to death as their only option of escape. People don't understand the depths of those people suffering from this.
Yeah. I have been following a psychiatrist because of my depression. But I always end up being sick because of the pills. As soon as start taking them I will feel really bad headaches. So when I saw what Chowon did with pills I immediately felt pain because I know what pain it's to take mental pills
Tbh, I think his mental health was severely affected when he was with Dojun. He was proud of his status as dominant omega and I truly think he loved Dojun but Dojun can't reciprocate and in turn affected Chowon's mentality causing him to have issues and harming others and himself. But meeting the Beta may have improved Chowon's outlook a bit that he seemed to have fun and actually enjoys being with the beta seeing how expressive he is with him.
Him overdosing might be because he might have not been ready to talk about such a dark past and he genuinely felt hurt when the beta walked away and told him he was scared of Chowon. He might've felt like a rug was pulled under him causing him to spiral again.
Oh dear you'll see them below some comments, you'll see them in the future because some are just narrow like that. They dont think about other perspectives at all. Worse is they speak about mental health and all but "oH nO yOu dOnT dEsErVe LoVe aNd sYmpAtHy"
Yo the comments above though(⊙…⊙ ). But the next chapters may finally be more focused on Chowon's character development.
Im quite convinced that Chowon has mental/physiological illness. I dont want to diagnose because its not my line but when he said that he's gonna take Dojun back or something, it was like he was posessed (not supernaturally) and DEFINTELY NOT HIMSELF. Ya he was a bitch and all but that panel was a whole lotta darker than the Chowon we have seen in the main story.
I dont know what hurt me more. Chowon overdosing on pills, Kyungsoo walking away, Kyungsoo asking himself what is he to Chowon with a pained face or Chowon calling for Kyungsoo when he was about to lose consciousness again.
Seriously, my heart. In the end, Kyungsoo was the one he was thinking of and calling out to and not Dojun.
And to those who'll say that Chowon deserved what he got, youre right but those of you who'll say that he doesn't deserve a character development or a happy ending, FUCK YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK.