Help me find the sauce

Does anyone knows the sauce of the story that wnt like this? The uke and seme are childhood friends and uke likes the seme ever sinfe they were kids. The seme knows about his feelings and wished that he would stop having those feelings and the uke heard him talking about that. The uke started to being distant with the seme and went on his on way saying thank you for everything. I remember him saying "you are the one who started to be dark in a world im living" something like that. The seme didnt chase after the uke bcs he thought it was for the best. But he regret not chasing the uke and years later he saw the uke coming out of a hotel with a man. He became jealous and mad that he kidnapped the uke? Anybody knows what story does this came from?