The thought that what if Kang Moo is doing everything he can so Kirin wont leave him but Kirin doesnt want it, but Moo doesnt have a choice since it was the only way he knows how to love although it wasnt really love but y’all know what i mean hahahahaha it seems like kang moo’s doing good at manipulating his readers, i mean look at me!!! HAHAHA
yeah i feel like it might have hurt kang moo, in some way, that kirin seeks things in him that he isn't capable of giving. i feel bad that everyone sees him as a monster, when he can't really help how his brain works. but i don't know how much he would mind, considering he's a psychopath lol. i imagine that even if he can't feel sad or pained, or understand being loved, he would at least wish to be accepted for who he is by someone
I wonder if kang moo find it hard to answer kirin’s question about the behaviors he shows to him. It was hard for Kirin to accept someone who doesnt really love hin, but what about kang moo? Is it hard for him too that the behaviors he shows to kirin isnt what kirin wanted but he doesnt know what to do since he got mental problem? I dont know i was just bothered by Kirin’s question if kang moo really meant it or just learned behavior hahaha if it was me, it’ll hurt af but It’s kang moo! Hahahaha i dont have any idea how psychopaths think