Love

I get what you mean ^^'''
I've read A LOT of manga series but this is the only one that comes to mind that's at least similar to that:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/aishuu/
Don't know if it will hit the spot but it's the best I could do for a fellow yaoifan x)

There's a Korean one. Mob related too. Angsty as hell.

I'm blanking on the name. It's 6 volumes long and was published in the US by Tokyo Pop's Blue line...I think.

Totally Captive?

Found it: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/totally_captivated/

Thank you but I've already read that one like at least six times. MInase sensei is one of my all time favorites. I've found some REALLY angsty yaois (and hardcore) on http://myreadingmanga.info/ but I still need some new angsty ones to wet my appetite. Koodos to you though for finding the right genre. You hit the nail on the head with Aishuu.

I've read it. I've even read the DJ extras. It's very good and definitely hits along the lines I'm going. The only two I've been able to find that REALLY hammers this home is this and Aishuu. I think there were a couple others but I cant remember them right now.

Yeah I figured as much, any "veteran" yaoi fan would have read that already since it's been up for a while now, but just in case you hadn't read it yet I wanted to let you know about it ^^'''
Also, that website!!!!!! I'm addicted to it, have been for the past few months xP If I want a story I come to this one, if I want short and sweet or short and HOT that's the place to go! xD xP

OMG IKR!!! I also have a sight where you can download DJ ;) I'm always on the hunt for good yaoi sights XD