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I don't want to rush, but I also don't want to possibly lose her. We both moved away from our old homes so meeting up is definitely harder. Though I fully understand that this is about myself, so going along my pace is best. I'm trying to find myself and hopefully, I get an answer. Thank you for your kind input!
Losing someone who you treasure is very nerve racking, I feel you. I wish you the best of luck baby (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
It is hard cause I to, have not fallen in love with anyone. I dream about times where I can hug her and treat her well, but then again I feel lost. I’m also not sure if I actually am attracted to her sexually. So, I thought about her features and think about it all in general. For example, do I like her lips, her hair, and her personality. Yes, although I’m still not sure if I’d ever be willing to kiss her, let alone ask her out. All I have to say is that it does take time, a lot at that. I always thought that, wouldn’t it be strange to date your best friend..? But then, I figured it was the mind block. Fuckin merked the shit out of that bitch. So I’m either pansexual or bisexual. Or I possibly have percentages. But I still look at my friend, asking myself what do I like about her. Why did I become her friend in the first place. I then looked at her personality, looked at many others personality, I wasn’t attracted to others, but her. It makes me feel selfish or a fool to think that’d she’d like me, a friend. But I’m not ready to confess to her. Taking the fact and consideration that I don’t know what my full sexuality is, I will continue to just stand by her until I know. Until then, I will or will not make my move. Try looking around you being with your best friend, more explore your sexuality.