I think

naisha84 November 17, 2020 1:55 pm

He told him keep looking at me in the eyes to...
maybe affirm that he was there in the moment with him and to maybe also erase any lingering thoughts from the trauma that happened that day..
He needed him to be "present" mentally as well and not just get lost in the physical but also to say this is me doing this with you..that this is us together

Responses
    Swindler November 17, 2020 1:58 pm

    That's beautiful. You phrased it so well. I'm crying TT

    naisha84 November 17, 2020 2:10 pm
    That's beautiful. You phrased it so well. I'm crying TT Swindler

    thank you/ im sry * bows

    Swindler November 17, 2020 2:39 pm

    Why did you apologize? If it's because of my tearful reaction, it's just me being overdramatic (●'◡'●)ノ

    naisha84 November 17, 2020 3:19 pm
    Why did you apologize? If it's because of my tearful reaction, it's just me being overdramatic (●'◡'●)ノ Swindler

    Oh i see lol