Hon, even if you're telling the truth, if you aren't old enough to spell in complete, coherent sentences, you aren't old enough to be reading this. Seriously, this stuff can really mess you up. It's not for kids your age, and It's honestly kind of upsetting to see kids your age reading stuff like this. Stick to shounen ai, for your own sake
There's a lot of explicit Yaoi out there and some of the stories have really messed up relationships that should not be normalized in real life (rape, abuse, manipulation, incest, etc.) I don't know if you're able to fully process these kinds of themes yet, but depending on the person, it can really skew their concepts of what a "healthy" relationship looks like or sex for them. I'm not telling you to stop, but just be mindful when reading in the future.
There's 11-13 year old reading this?!?!?!