Im scared. This stirred up an emotion in me, Im not sure what that is but I cant handle it. I dont do well in dealing with myself, I force to control my emotions, dont face these feelings head on and just close myself off. This manga was the final string for me i guess, I got to realize whats wrong with me and what ive been running away from. I was so scared when my body started trembling out of nowhere and tears started to burst their way outta my eyes like fuck i didnt know what to do and frantically bitchslapped my face so many times and punched my arms and legs until i felt numb. Now im diverting from the manga but i just had to spill my shit out right here before i snap again
Im scared. This stirred up an emotion in me, Im not sure what that is but I cant handle it. I dont do well in dealing with myself, I force to control my emotions, dont face these feelings head on and just close myself off. This manga was the final string for me i guess, I got to realize whats wrong with me and what ive been running away from. I was so scared when my body started trembling out of nowhere and tears started to burst their way outta my eyes like fuck i didnt know what to do and frantically bitchslapped my face so many times and punched my arms and legs until i felt numb. Now im diverting from the manga but i just had to spill my shit out right here before i snap again