any similar story / atmosphere to this??

You've probably already read Saezuru's side stories: Tadayoedo Shizumazu, Saredo Naki Mo Sezu and Don't stay Gold? I re-read them and re-read them, and it's still not enough... Just like with Saezuru...

I read them all. In fact I m now in search to buy the licensed manga in English print out. I love all her works. I hope she is not dropping any stories. As learned that Yoneda sensei frequently went hiatus or decided to drop the story

I only bought Saezuru e-book editions, but I know that volume 1 is hard to get, if it is then it's very expensive (Amazon, ebay). But volume 2 is available from Akadot: http://www.akadot.com/twittering-birds-never-fly-vol-02-yaoi-gn-p-43775.html. Oh, sorry, maybe you've already now it all. But I think you'll find interesting the news about June's kickstarter for reprint of Yoneda-Sensei's mangas in English, including Twittering Birds Never Fly http://lustfulcat.tumblr.com/post/120276700180/junes-next-yaoi-kickstarter-is-going-to-be-a

Good grief!!! GOD! I'LL DEFINITELY BUY IT. I tried ebay and it need whole 2 months to senit. I can't wait that long. And Icouldn't find the 1st volume . Thank you so much for your info. Will dìg in right now

Did you get from Amazon? Is it possible to give the link? I don't understand but 1edition is so expensive. Wonder why.

I pre ordered the 2nd volume. It will be available on 7th July. Yes still didn't get the 1st one. Useless reviews as you said. What the heck it cost more than $1000. I tried to buy the ebook 1 but it stated as : not available yesterday. Thx 4 d link

My masterpiece list would be helpful in looking for those solid, gritty but powerful reads: http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/9920/

Good luck!

Great thanks! Looking at it

Volume 01 is simply out of print, hence unbelievably high prices. As for V 01 e-book, i bought it from emanga https://www.emanga.com/detail?itemid=1560 (they have different formats, for PCs and mobile devices; if you decide to buy, just see the full list of formats and choose carefully, for some of the formats you'll need third party applications like as MOI? wrote for example a Kindle app). Translation of V 01, compared to unofficial, scanlation version, was disappointing. When I bought official e-book V 02, I noticed that the publishing house changed the translator, so V 02, compared to official V 01, showed great improvement in translation. You may read the reviews of PDF format of V 01 and v 02 here: http://thelicensingofsaezuru.tumblr.com/tagged/Digital-Manga

Thanks a lot! Yeah I know that 1st vol is out of print. I found some seller still sell it but not in engslish. I tried kindle for 1st volume but it's not available as the license is not provided in the country I live in. It stated that the current country you are now has no license or some what kind of this. So yeah I still didn't get it now. Can't get it from emanga as well. I tried. I hope the reprint the 1st vol. I hope they get better in translation too.

Oh, that's sad that you couldn't buy it due to licensing, dear :-( But, let me repeat - I scanlation translation of V 01 is way better than official one and if it weren't Yoneda Kou's Saezuru, if I knew beforehand the quality of official V 01 translation, I would hesitate whether to buy it or not. But nevertheless I bought V 01 and later V 02, because it's Yoneda-Sensei and I want and I will support her. I hope the news about June's kickstarter for English reprints is true, so that you and other fans will be able to buy Yoneda-Sensei's manga in print.

That Anon's post was mine - AnonymousOne.

So you have 2 accountts?? Yes I'd like to buy them even the bad translation because I want to support the mangaka so she can kerp work on it :). I learned that there is book store in my country that imported this manga but yeah it was ages since the release date so they are all sold out even in the branch stores. I am technically person who like to collect the physical item. hahaha

I was cleaning my browser yesterday and I deleted all cookies, so when I clicked "reply" to you comment, the name bar was blank, there wasn't 'AnonymousOne' in the name bar. I started to write my nickname, but I had my TV turned on the news channel (we have complicated political situation in my country), so I watched breaking news and then about 15 minutes of the news too. When I returned to commenting I did not look at the bar closely again - from the corner of my eye I saw that the bar was not blank anymore. I wrote the answer to your comment. Only when I clicked 'Ok,Post' and my reply appeared I saw that I did not finish my nickname.

As for the physical copies I do understand you. I did not buy physical items in Eng (only e-books), because Yoneda-Sensei's mangas are published in print in my native language.

I managed to get vol 1 in kindle. As I changed my address to US so I can get the license of this manga. But the appearance was soo bad. In 2 pages are squeeze into 1 page. So bad. I will try to find the physical book

I'm sorry to hear that. All your efforts wasted... Let's hope for a reprint, so that you may enjoy your own copy, dear.

I don't know if it's "similar" to this story, but .... You should read: Totally captivated. Two broken souls that find each other. Great storyline, complex characters, angst, romance, hurt/comfort, passion, humor... And it's super sexy too. It's one of the best yaois I've ever read.

Oh! And you could read Acid town. (If you haven't yet). That manga is exactly what you asked for: dark, psychological, tragic. (and more) Actually, it has made me cry. But it's still ongoing.

Read them all ╥﹏╥ it proves me how I had a lot of free time