Ahmm guys can you recommend me some yaoi manga which is the uke loves another man but the ...

This is a pretty good one:

Kasa no shita futari:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kasa_no_shita_futari/

Thank you! C:

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hanamuko_san/ story 1 - chapter 9 page 149-172 prequel + chapter 1-5+8)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimi_ga_koi_ni_ochiru/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/leopard_hakusho/ 2nd story from chapter 6

Thanks! C: you guys are really big help

This, too. http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/renai_kyoutei_nukegake_nashi/

i'll give you one more (⌒▽⌒)
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kiken_na_otonarisan/tr/111624/page/108/

it's the second story in a series so it starts in the middle of the manga

Omg thank you so much guys ╥﹏╥ why you such a good people? Wahhh thank you thank you T..T