just dropping by to say I love how eloquently you wrote that thought
Aww thanks! This story is written so well I love breaking it down and seeing how deeply rooted these characters are in reality, their personality, reasoning, and history really line up to make for an amazing reading experience Also, I’m curious to see how Seungho will be conducting himself AFTER this. He is technically still sick and possibly not thinking straight (which is better imo) but he’ll have to face the fact that he all but confessed to Nakyum
Also, yes I’m OP (hadn’t even realized that mangago changed my username to my gmail
Seungho’s confession regarding how he initially and later felt about Nakyum’s mistaken confession while drunk is really enlightening.
Clearly Seungho himself hasn’t realized it, but he probably fell for the Nakyum who was “in love.” He’s enamored by how unadulterated and sincere Nakyum felt for Inhun. I think we all share the same theory that Seungho was abused/ostracized/neglected for being gay. Growing up with all that stigmatism can definitely lead to a certain level of self hate. Seungho who had to grow up with and endure all that, came out headstrong and aggressive, but also insecure and self doubtful as a result. He goes into all his sexual relationships as just that, nothing more than sex. So meeting Nakyum, who clearly was going to give up and offer everything he had just so that the person he liked could succeed, that sincerity and selflessness probably struck a cord in Seungho that he most likely didn’t even realize he still had.
This is getting soooo good