I hope bl is ok but this one i refuse to reread cuz it was so sad for me. http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/
This one I HAVE reread but has plenty of sad parts
Itou-san
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dansei_kyoufushou_datta_watashi_ga_av_jouyu_ni_naru_made_no_hanashi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oni_wa_warau_ka/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boy_meets_maria/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_broken_mariko/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yagiza_no_yuujin/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shimanami_tasogare/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/what_she_likes_are_homos_and_not_me/
Omg almost forgot abt this one
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/until_i_meet_my_husband/
be warned there's graphic depictions of rape and sexual trauma: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/haru_ga_kita_kome_tasu/ be warned there's graphic depictions of rape and sexual trauma
i recommend reading in one sitting because it really adds to the experience of just feeling completely empty afterwards: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/an_uncomfortable_truth/?kYZV
just pain: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
the best word to describe this would be bittersweet. there's also an anime: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/given/
same warning as the first one: http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yatamomo/
can anyone recommend some gut wrenching, probably will give me emotional trauma, will cry everytime I see it, manga? I just really want to cry :D