I forgot the title of the manga... It's killing me

bakayaoi May 23, 2015 6:51 am

It was a pretty dark yaoi.

The protagonist's older brother used to always bring home girls.
One day, he brought a dude home and the protagonist was captivated by the pretty boy.
The protagonist was a little boy at that time, but he knew that his older brother was treating the uke cruelly.
The protagonist and uke manages to talk for a bit, and the protagonist ends up promising to grow up being better than his brother, and the uke smiled.

Fast forward many years. The uke cut his hair and the protagonist is all grown up.

A crucial point in the story was how the uke still has not forgotten the protagonist's older brother.
The older brother (in high school, this is a flashback) once had the uke tied to the bed and they were doing it (roughly?).
He then went, "Alright guys, you can come in now" and the older brother's friends entered, going "wow, he really takes it up the....." before they just started raping the uke.

I remember this so clearly, it traumatized me so bad and I never ever in my life have wanted to murder someone this bad.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT???

The protagonist found out and decided to have his older brother and his uke meet up to settle their scores.
The older bro has matured and looks like an ugly a$s old fk and simply went, "Oh, I was pretty bad back then...."
AND THEN LEFT LIKE WHAT NO
NO YOU RAPED SOMEONE, LIKE OK THAT MIGHT BE NORM IN YAOI BUT YOU HAD YOUR FRIENDS RAPE THE UKE TOO LIKE THE FK MAN

I was probably so pissed off I didn't bother bookmarking this manga
Ugh
It's bugging me for a long time
I NEED to find this manga and reread the ending, which I recall being happy. I am so pissed right now like. Ugh. It's a complete manga I think.

Sorry for the rant...!

Responses
    pink popsicle May 23, 2015 12:25 pm

    sorry i don't know what manga it is,,, but i want to know too,,, hehee,,, got interested after reading your long, fiery rant,,, hahahaa,,,
    hope someone will come up with the correct answer soon,,,
    (⌒▽⌒)

    pink popsicle May 23, 2015 1:21 pm

    got really curious,, i'm asking this to mangaupdates forum too,,, hehee,,
    hope u dont mind,,

    Anonymous May 23, 2015 2:32 pm

    I'm not sure, might be Amayakana toge ( not sure the title is right) by miyamoto kano ( ̄へ ̄)

    PinkPanther May 23, 2015 3:28 pm

    wanna read it

    bakayaoi May 23, 2015 11:23 pm

    Thanks for the replies! -3-
    Posting on the forum would really help! :D
    It's not Amayakana, but thanks for trying! ^.^

    I think I'll go through each page/my bookmarks again to find it now :P
    I'll tell ya guys if I find it! (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

    Pacgirl May 23, 2015 11:50 pm

    I wanna know too.