thanks guys
Are you okay? It's alright, everyone has their own ways of grieving. I didn't feel like crying too when my dad died, I just felt empty. Like you, I sought for emotional stories just to make me feel something. I even entertained the idea of self-harm but I knew it will get worse on the long run if I became dependent to it so I didn't do it. I still felt empty until now, but it gets better as time passes I guess...
i can't say i'm ok when i know i am not..it's just..idk..kind of numb
Don't worry, I think it's normal to feel like that when you lose someone important. You don't need to act like you're alright when you're really not. It's okay to grieve on a long time, I think no one expects you to act normal again after what happened so you don't need to force yourself to feel happy. Just don't forget that you're not alone, okay? A lot forgets about that after all.
my bf just died...but idk why i can't cry..so, can anyone give me something that can make me cry..please