sweet poison.....

i agree with everything you said, except for the coward part, i don't think he was a coward, he had enough balls to confess in high school, and then enough balls to prevent anymore future pain. plus, he was probably in love with his wife, and the emotions of his first love just took over for that day. its like you will never forget your first love, but it doesn't mean you still love them in the same way type of thing, probably xD
but yea, i think he did the right thing :D

I think he acted a little bit cowardly... When he confessed, he didn't gave to the uke the opportunity to anwer... And the fact that he had sex with him just because maybe he was his first love and didn't meet before and felt like it in the moment... that's even more kind of a coward... adding the fact that he loves his family (maybe?)

But I do think it's a great manga!!!

whaaat, i feel the exact opposite xD i think it took so much courage to confess to someone who doesn't really know you, and yea, he didn't wait for a reply from the uke, but the uke could have done something too, but well, its none of their faults, they were shy high school boys :3
and the part where they had sex because they haven't met in a while, i'd just like to add that the uke was the one to actually initiate it, so it was mutual, the uke wanted it, so it wasn't just the seme having sex with his first love as he felt like it in the moment, it was both of them wanting to have sex because they both felt like it.
but yea, i don't know, i think its just the word "coward" used, its really harsh >.<
i think this was one of those manga's that just doesn't have a happy ending i guess. But i think it was awesome! the ending was really good, i like that it isn't like most yaoi's.

I don't know... I would like to read the story from his perspective (which is imposible. . I know). But I think he didn't consider the other party's feelings.. just his...

Well, I think they were friends in high school... and the uke was the one who initiated it... but the seme had biggest responsibility (he's married). But I don't know... I would like to read the story from his perspective (which is imposible... I know). But I think he didn't consider the other party's feelings.. just his...

yea, as you said, he had the biggest responsibility, so that's why i thought he did the right thing by not starting a relationship with the uke, so i believe he is not a coward. but yea, i guess in the heat of the moment when they reunited, things just happened, and speaking from real life perspective, it was not the best idea to have done that since both of them new about the marriage and stuff.

You're right! I don't even think they should have had a relationship... What pisses me off is the fact that the seme never allowed the uke to express his feelings. That's why (I think) the uke is full of regret... and that is so sad... it was his first experience in love...

ahh, yes! that part where he didn't let the uke finish speaking, i found that rude. i wish he had heard him out and then explain to the uke why they shouldn't be together. although, i bet he didn't let the uke finish because it would have shaken his resolve about leaving the uke.
haaaah~ if only he hadn't gotten married xD