Yeah....she might seems bitchy but I can somehow understand her. The society back then wasn't kind to women after all.
And I think we also can make the same mistake. We left someone that's truly love us for someone who will ended up abandoned us. And then, we found out that the one we left is already happy with someone else.
For me, Julia's saving grace is she broke her engagement with the prince and seriously contemplating to get back to Ginger all the while thinking that by doing that, it will make both of them happy.
She should have stayed with the prince and take responsibility for her actions. It just hurt me that women of not noble birth are to be killed and thrown away. Its tormenting for her camling a father and a brother to individuals who aren't blood related. And living in fear of being exposed yet it hurts me that she simply throw people just for the sake of searching for someone who can love her and make her feel loved.
I feel pity for julia. She knew what's it like to have someone to embrace you as you are. Yet she left them for someone who wouldn't for God knows what reason. He was gonna marry her. And cover up for her. I relate that's why I pitied her. The misery is unmesurable but then you think about ginger. If he stayed with her. He will never know what love is and will never be able to love either. This chapter kept me on edge. Im really curious about the reason why she left him.it better be a good one or I will be very very mad.