Hey buddy, ik I'm just an online stranger but you'll definitely find your otaku prince/princess one day. I believe in you! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
-Beckett
Chin up! Nothin wrong with bein a virgin rly... Just wait for that lucky one that'll truly reciprocate your love for them.
Till then keep reading gay porn to keep you going in life and be happy (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Wow I don't have as much experience as you but I found guys who were otakus kinda toxic too. I gave up on trying to find someone who had similar interests and looked for someone who shared similar ideals and goals of a loving relationship. Now I'm happily dating a non-otaku. We have our own set of common interests, and I still get to enjoy my own fujo/game interests next to him ( ᵕ ᴗ ᵕ )
I the future I will watching anime at midnight with my partner by my side sleeping, and of course I will read a lot of gay porn. Oh yeah.
I know some people have different experiences about sex and stuff. Mine was that I already dated around 7 person before 18 years old, but I never kissed one of them, so I don't even had sex with them. At 18 dated someone who I was truly in love, he ended cheating on me with my ex best friend, we don't had sex but did a lot of things that I never do before. After that I was diagnosed with a episode of depression major and I have medication since then. Some years have been passed and I trying to hang out with a nice guy who is so otaku as me and as before the relationship so toxic and hurtful, this one is like the first ones, without kisses, touch but a lot of communication and spend time with friends, games, animes and mangas. I feel like something is missing. I know it's some kind of trauma about the last relationship, it's been a while since then and could just have sex with my actual boyfriend, but I feel that wouldn't be correct. So, at this point of time, I'm virgin. ^^