I am sorry that you have gone through this and am glad you're doing better now
I soooo sorry you experienced that, thank you for sharing and warning. The hypersexualiation is definitely a trigger for me so I have to take breaks
I'm sorry for what you had been through and thank you for sharing this with us . I know you can't forget your past yet i hope you accepted to lead you to the better future
I am glad you seem to be doing well now. For this story maybe you can try to wait until it ends and ask for what happen so that you know if it's okay for you to read it
Little back story on me. My mother had munchausens by proxy syndrome. If you are not familiar with it... a care taker will make the person they are caring for, sick, in order to gain attention or financial compensation.
She is/was also a RAGING NARCISSIST!!! In my childhood and my early adult life... there are things that happened and certain situations that I [know] didn't happen the way she puts them, however I can only think about it happening her way. When I try to remember it yapping the actual way.... I can't continue on with the thought.
When I was 21... she told people and tried to convince me, that I attempted to kill her.
That never happened. The older I got... the more I would not allow that specific lie to continue and she would only talk about it behind my back.
FF to present day.., we no longer speak. She is forbidden from coming anywhere near me and my family.
I feel for MC.... because I literally went through the same thing. Hypersexual, punishment sex, in order to feel whole somehow. Over attachment to doctors that actually BELIEVE you. Nightmares. The anxiety. Everything.
I don't go through these anymore. I'm much older (30s) and have been able to lash out, rebel, and go through my healing and in a healthy place. (I mean I read yaoi... that's LOADS healthy right? Lol)
But... idk if I can keep reading this. Because I'm not looking for setbacks