yo, I feel you
Yeah im basically a resident here already. Heck one of the users thought I was a bot that answers people's topics based on keywords
But on a serious note, it's come to a point that its unhealthy for me already. Im mentally detached from reality and to make it worse im holing up in my house because of the pandemic. I know fully well that its unhealthy for me but at this point, it's what's keeping me sane...
I like to think of it as "what else have I got to do today...thats right nothing b/c theirs a pandemic"
Yuuup, I also am like, constantly checking the most recent BL updates to see if anything I'm currently reading has a new chapter, cuz I have the strength to spend hours checking this site for a possible one chapter update, but not the strength to read a new series I guess XD
My hobbies used to be gardening, reading books, and drawing. I also like to make handcrafted things such as stuffed toys. I love to do those things even before the pandemic began. But now it's no longer the case. Im mentally and emotionally exhausted. Idk why. I just lay in bed the whole day and stay here. I dont even read mangas anymore. I just constantly refresh the page waiting for a reply or new topic. Im awake for 18-20 hours and I also just eat once a day.
omg you just described it perfectly
anybody else just scroll through endless things, topics and questions on here because they said they were going to sleep but they aren't tired and they don't have the strength to read the dozens of books on their listso they've been refreshing the site for ages waiting for a reply or a new answer on a topic they've answered ?
please this is a cry for helphow do I stop, also how do you guys make "things" ? there's so much i want to spam on there