I have this thing I do when I read where I basically stop reading then predict a scenario except with me and my will of what (not what I believe will happen but with what I want to happen in a sense. It's very time consuming but when I do it it's like watching a movie that connects my feelings and the characters feelings and when I thought of the older blond brother telling the chick younger brother, I cried and couldn't stop. It felt like he wanted to stop having a relationship with me. He stopped wanting to hang out. He wanted to abandon me. He didnt want to even try to understand me or talk to me, he just wanted to stop with me. And when I felt that, it just felt like a pit of sadness and bitter betrayal. My reaction in the scenario shall not be said cause its personal ( and usually extreme) but let's just say, I cried and cried and never stopped crying. Till I noticed how late it was and that I need to finish this chapter so I could fall asleep faster.(I'm only still up now because I slept during the day (which I regret) and cant really fall asleep, yet that is).
The plot twist...... I get that this is super cute and lovey dovey little manga and all but I cant help but feel betrayed.... I mean... they purposely got together so that their brothers would stop bothering them... instead of being honest to them and actually talking to them... i... I just cant help but feel betrayed.