im so fucking sad

im so fucking sad im so fucking sad every time I get an update I can't help but think how beautifully haunting this story is. its so dark and honestly the way the author made sehyun's life and mental wellbeing is so god damn realistic and it breaks my heart. we all want a happy ending for them but after. all the shit sehyun has gone through.... we all knoww its going to be a long and sad journey