Daaaamnnn, and here i am having a hard time thinking jaeha's thought process. No judgement, but jaeha first scar was with the professor right? So how is that a big deal? Is jeaha's melancholic personalitu added fuel to the fire?
Sry for late reply,
Rather than professor, the person who outed him,his father not accepting his son was gay and him being divorce made his personality like that. Throughout the story he has hard time communicating and is always trying to run away from the problem which I do the same. But the thing here is that he is afraid he will hurt Eunho and to avoid that rather than having a proper conversation with him, he chooses to break up which if you don't understand jaeha's pov you will think he is annoying and selfish character. But if you think from jaeha's pov, you will understand that boy had a trouble in communicating bcoz whenever he tried to open up he was shun out (ex: when he tells the professor he loves him but professor tells him he was just fooling around or when he come out to his father but his father get angry) and then he started wearing a mask and stops opening up( which was another reason his marriage failed along with him being gay). But when he meets Eunho, his mask always slips up(u can see through out the story eunho was always there whenever jaeha had a hard time). Eunho on the other hand is patient instead of running away, faces the problem, will always wait for jaeha at the end.Jaeha knows that and he always tries to run away but when Eunho goes mia aka military that's when jaeha realized he fucked up alot this time and then he starts to wait for Eunho (bcoz he know boy is head over heels for him and will come to at least check up on him) so he doesn't change the studio name, and wears the ring. And when finally Eunho comes back to him, jaeha tries to become more open towards him.
In short if you have trouble in communicating or opening up, you need a partner will hell lot of patience.
I hope this helps you.
Whoaa this was such a rollercoaster. I don't know if I should like jaeha or not bcoz while I'm mad that he was coward and selfish I see myself in him so I kinda understand his thought process. But props to Eunho, boy really had so much patience. He always tried his best to understand the situation from jaeha's POV and put him before his ownself.